Wednesday, December 22, 2010

You get Two Posts Today

"She was comfortable in her own shoes, and she discovered they looked best with the uniqueness God had given her."

My Christmas Post

I had the "Ahha!" moment. I usually have it once a year when I am reminded of what Christmas is.

My sweet husband put off Christmas shopping for a few of his family members until Saturday. The Saturday before Christmas. Realizing this about noon, we put on our shopping faces and headed to the mall. It was packed. More packed than black Friday. People were frantically running from store to store. I even witnessed a few people pushing others out of their way. It was ridiculous.

This got me thinking. Why is this what Christmas is? Why is it that there are so many people(including myself) running around like crazy trying to find that perfect gift. Spending more money than necessary to celebrate Christmas. Now, don't get me wrong- I LOVE gifts. And I love giving them, but it has become the focus. Chris and I have gone over our list many times to make sure we don't forget anyone, but have yet to sit down as a family and read the Christmas Story- the real one.

Isn't that what this time of year is about? Isn't it about celebrating our Savior's birth?

I got a call from my mom the other day explaining that Christmas was going to be a little scarce this year since she quit her job in September. This totally threw me off. It took me a minute to understand that she was talking about presents. Once I realized this I was frustrated. Not really with her alone, but also myself. Is this what we have let Christmas become? My family is so focused on gifts that Christmas seems worse because there won't be as many presents under the tree. Pathetic.

As I write this I start to think about how much Chris and I spent on each other. Last year was ridiculous, so we cut back this year. The goal was 50$ each, but that didn't happen. I spent $130 on Chris and I am guessing he spent about 80$ on me. We were $110 over what we planned. Sadly this is still much better than last year. We spent about $300 on the rest of our friends and family. I am sure many think this is still not much, but to us it is. This is a large sum of money for a teacher and grad student. This doesn't include everything else that comes with Christmas.
Let me also say that I wouldn't change all of this. I wouldn't change going home, buying a tree, making treats for others, or buying for our family members; I would change how much. Most importantly I would change the fact that gifts have been the focus.

I am almost embarrassed that as a Christian I have not read the Christmas story yet. I have not taken time to focus on the reason for Christmas.

I hope that all of you find joy in the Savior this week and throughout the year. I hope that the giving spirit sticks with you- not just with gifts- but your life. I hope that as you spend time with family and friends you are a light for Christ. I also hope that you take a minute (hopefully more) to spend time thanking God for sending his Son for us. Read his story- all of the accounts the Bible gives us, and share this story with those around you.

"These will be his royal titles: 'wonderful,' 'counselor,' the mighty God,' the Everlasting Father, 'the Prince of Peace.' Isaiah 9:6

Friday, December 17, 2010

Today's the day.

Throw up a few prayers for my dad today, please. His tests are sometime today, but still not sure when we will know the results.

"Miracles are God's way of showing us that if we believe, all things are possible."

Thursday, December 16, 2010

For Mrs. Harness

Megan has asked a couple of times what calender I have, and since it is such a wonderful calender, I thought I would share it with all.

It is a DaySpring calender called "She Lives, She Loves, She Laughs". The "brand" is Sassy and Sophisticated. Here's the link:http://store.dayspring.com/365dacasaso.html


"Let your good deeds glow for all to see, so that they will praide your heavenly father." Matthew 5:16

"Joy is the soul's celebration of everything God has done."

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Back to the Black Boots

" She was absolutely glowing in her fashionable red dress, sparkly earrings, and passion for God."

I love this quote because it reminds me that my personality and attitude can show off my faith and my love for the creator of the universe. It's so cool to think that people can see God in me just by my conversations with them, and hopefully my "glow". After I read this quote I smiled, moved on, and then realized it's message. Here is my take:

Let me make it clear that I am not that trendy. I refuse to buy things that I think will be out of style in a year. I am too cheap for that. I have decided that my style is more of a classy practical, though I am not sure if many would say I even have a "style".

With this said, I do enjoy dressing-up. It makes me feel better. I don't like dressing like a slob, and lately I tend to dress girlier/dressier than I have in the past; I realized how fun it is. I actually think about what I am going to wear now, rather than throwing something on at the last minute. When I shop I am preparing outfits in my head and thinking of all the different ways I can wear a purchase. I even bought awesome black boots to wear rather than my everyday, comfortable flats. And yes, I am very thankful for my black boots, but that's a whole other post. ;)

Though confident in myself, I know I am not physically perfect. But I constantly try to be my healthiest. I eat well and go to the gym at least 5 times a week. I strive to take care of the body I was given. I take time to put on make-up every morning. I get my haircut on a regular basis. Basically, I keep myself presentable and professional.

What I am getting at is that I spend time on my outward appearance. I take the time to do all of the little things that keep me looking socially acceptable. But with my calender quote this morning, I started to wonder if I am doing everything I need to do to keep my passion for God noticeable. Am I joyful? Are my words "seasoned with salt"? Who am I living for? Am I praying enough? Am I living a life that is questionable to others? Am I causing others to sin? Am I reading and devouring God's word as I am my no brainer, thoughtless girl novel?

While answering these questions honestly, I became aware of how others may perceive me. Especially the past few weeks. I am so "busy" that my quiet times are a last priority. I pray, but I don't listen. Even in this hard time of waiting on results for my dad's testing, I am still not brought to my knees in prayer. What's the deal? I am not joyful. I am sarcastic and critical. My words can be hurtful. I am living for myself and my obligations. I talk about others. Worst of all, I cause people to sin. I could go on. My life is far from allowing others to see my passion for God.

With these struggles, am I glowing from the inside in a way that others can see my passion for Christ?

So, what now? The first step is admitting you have a problem, right?

I found a few verses to remind me of the woman God wants me to be and the things I need to change in order to reach my full potential. I want to glow from the inside.

Proverbs 31: 29- “Many women do noble things, but you surpass them all.” Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised. Honor her for all that her hands have done, and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.
Colossions 3: 12-17- Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity. Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful. Let the message of Christ dwell among you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom through psalms, hymns, and songs from the Spirit, singing to God with gratitude in your hearts. And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.
James 1: 19- 27- My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, because human anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires. Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you. Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like someone who looks at his face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. But whoever looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues in it—not forgetting what they have heard, but doing it—they will be blessed in what they do.
Those who consider themselves religious and yet do not keep a tight rein on their tongues deceive themselves, and their religion is worthless. Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.
Wow.
It's amazing what God can put in your life to convict you. A calender? Oh my.
I could find verses forever. I could talk about all of my faults. I could focus on them. But I won't. I will focus on serving my creator. On worshiping the God of the Universe. The one who loves me unconditionally- sin and all.

Thank God for forgiveness.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Saturday (Creative, huh?)

It's been a long week. I will spare you the details, but I just hate when people are selfish. I really do. But date night was last night, and today will be wonderful after I suffer through a run. This goal thing is working- I convinced myself not to go run, but then realized I posted it- so I guess I am going...

Chris leaves for a trip soon, so I will be making two batches of granola bars for him to take on the road. I am a big fan of homemade granola bars for many reasons: they are cheaper, they are healthier, and we can make them however we want them! This will be the second recipe I have tried. The first recipe was very rich and wonderful- it was perfect for after a run, but a little too much for a snack. I make them and keep them in the fridge for days I don't have time to make a lunch... ;D

This recipe is another one from thefrugalgirl.com: www.thefrugalgirl.com/2009/06/homemade-granola-bars/

I am going to try both the Cinnamon raisin and the chocolate chip. I will for sure do the wheat flour and wheat germ. If you have never used wheat germ I highly recommend it. It is rich in vitamins and nutrients, fiber filled, and can help with heart issues. I know I sound like a commercial, but seriously, you should try it. :)

After the yummy granola bars, it's cookie time! I have three cookie exchanges this week, so that means dozens and dozens of cookies! Here are the two I am planning on making:Peanut Butter Cup Cookies and The $250 cookie (or Neiman Marcus). I have made the previous before, and they are delicious!

So that's my Saturday- and I am pumped! Baking is my second best stress reliever!

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Wrong Date.

In a previous post I said that my dad would be tested yesterday (I think), but apparantly the appointment got changed. He is being tested closer to Christmas. I am not sure why they moved it, but I have played the waiting game this long, surely I can keep going.

As for my Monday goals, I chose to not pay attention to what I ate, considering I started my morning with a peice of pie and cookies... I know Katie will understand ;)

"Her heart believed and she sparkled from head to toe."

Monday, December 6, 2010

Monday: Goals

It's Monday morning, and I got up early to go to Pump class. But unfortunately the door is frozen shut and I need Chris to open it. So, instead of working out, I decided to make my Goal List of the week. I thought about doing this a while ago but never got around to it. I am planning on doing this at the beging of each week and hoping that if I put it on my blog I will do it....

1. Go to body pump 2 days (obviously 3 is out)
2. Run a total of 12 miles (not quite training for the second half yet...)
3. Do my quiet time at least 5 days this week
4. Finish 3rd period Short Stories
5. Track my calories (don't judge. It keeps me from eating a ridiculous amount.)

That's it.

Have a great Monday!

Thursday, December 2, 2010

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas!

Christmas shopping began a while ago for me, only to be finished on Black Friday. Black Friday started early;Hailey, Becky, and I headed to Old Navy at 1:30. Next stop was Kohl's, Dicks, Limited, and Gap! We had a blast, and as you can see in the picture we spent our fair share of money!

My buff hubby carrying the tree!
Putting it up
Putting the lights on the house
Chris and I don't do well with waiting until Christmas to begin giving gifts. We gave Hailey and Joey their gifts early.


I don't have a finished picture of the tree yet, but let me tell you- it's special.... It is kept "straight" by a weight and fishing line. :) But it isn't really straight. Just don't tell my husband I said that.

The decorations are up and plans are made for a visit home! I love the holidays!

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Attica Turkey Trot

I have no doubt that a run on Thanksgiving morning will be a tradition with Chris and I. It was my first 5K, and I can't wait to do the next! This was a small, local race that benefited the Attica Food Pantry. It was fun to be able to give while doing something we enjoy!
Hailey, Chris, me, and Becky before the race
Again...

I love that my ponytail stands straight up when I run.

After the race.
My time was 28:30, and for not running much (two times) since the half marahon, I was pretty happy with it.

Thanksgiving

Here are a few pictures from our first "at home" Thanksgiving! We had a blast preparing for it, and more fun eating. We were able to start the morning with a 5K (pics to come) and then come home to cook and plan for Black Friday. We joined friends for dessert and then went to Hailey's house for a second meal!
Chris getting the turkey ready.

Table! My brother helping set the table.The boys helping...
Me and the hubbs!

All of the food in the oven.

Black Friday ads. I didn't get Hailey's list in the picture. She was ready!


Fighting for the wish bone.

Carving the turkey.

Dinner!





Sunday, November 28, 2010

My Christmas Wish List

Here it goes...


An Ipod Shuffle to use while running




A watch that has a heart rate monitor


Or I would gladly accept one that would track my run...




I would also like the new Taylor Swift CD. As well as the New Nicholas Sparks book, Safe Haven.


Oh, and a red Kitchen aid Mixer!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Yummy bread

I wanted to share a recipe with all of you today! It's very good bread, and super easy. It was my first loaf ever and I plan to make it often. Here is the link to the blog I found the recipe at: http://www.thefrugalgirl.com/2009/03/wednesday-baking-cheap-cheap-breadfrench-bread/ I used white flour, but I plan on doing half wheat next time.

I recommend looking around the blog because it's awesome. She has some great ideas and recipes.

Update: My dad has an appointment for December 6 to get blood work done. Though this is an awfully long time to wait, I am grateful to have a day set. Thank you for your outpouring of love. Please continue to pray, especially for my mom, who isn't handling things as well as I thought.

Also, on a happier note, I ran for the first time since surgery. Even though the doc says to wait longer, I didn't. I have a 5K on Thursday and needed to get some miles in. It felt WONDERFUL! How I have missed it! :) I have been doing a Body Pump class three days a week, which rocks! If you have the option to take this class- you should!



And, guess what I had this morning.... That's right. A Starbucks Peppermint Mocha! Thanks to Becky for making a Starbucks run after our workout this morning!

These are the words I am determined to live by. I think I have been short with my students and Chris lately. I blame it on everything going on, but that isn't an excuse.


"When she speaks, her words are wise, and kindness is the rule for everything
she says." Proverbs 31:26

Sunday, November 21, 2010

My List Continued

13. My brothers- they are fun, funny, and really awesome guys. I miss them!

14. Healthy food options. After eating McDonalds for lunch today I feel disgusting. I am thankful I don't have to eat such greasy food all the time.

15. Hailey- she encourages me in EVERYTHING. And keeps me laughing.

16. Kohls- for their great deals and great selection!

17. The holidays- they are a time of family, food, and fun!

18. Having a job when so many don't.

19. Facebook- I don't think I need to explain.

I really could go on forever. Life is full of blessings any way you look at it.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Pictures from the Race

Monumental Marathon in Indianapolis, Indiana- November 6, 2010
The Wrights and Chris and Me
Right after the race... whith our foil warmers
Me finishing up



Before the Race

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Thankful? At Thanksgiving? And a few additional thoughts.

"She thought about everything she wanted to say to God, and it always started with, Thank you."

This is my desk calender quote of the day. It got me thinking about how blessed I am and how often I forget to be thankful. I get so worked-up about school, grading, running, softball, and other things that tend to use a lot of my time. I focus on how busy I am. Thanksgiving is right around the corner and I honestly don't think I have thought about giving thanks. I am too focused on whether I want to use my China or regular dishes. How will I do the place settings? Do I even want to have place settings? It's been a while since I stopped and thought about the blessings the Lord has showered on me. So here it is. My list of of blessings (in no particular order).

1. Chris- my husband is my best friend. He makes me smile and he makes me coffee. Two very important things. He also has taken care of me while I recover from a recent surgery. I am so blessed.

2. Sharon and Becky- these two ladies get me through the school day. They keep me positive and keep me sane. They also shop with me. :)

3. Katie and Casey- I don't know what I would do without my two best friends. They know me better than anyone (other than Chris, of course). I miss them terribly, but am thankful for the phone chats!

4. My momma- she loves me- unconditionally- which is hard. She also gives good advice. I should listen more often.

5. And I can't say my momma without mentioning my daddy. And yes, I call him daddy. I am just like him. Of course, I only hope I can be as giving as he is.

6. My job- I complain, but I love it.

7. My church family. For obvious reasons. :D

8. My dog, Dixie- she loves me. Even when I push her away because she is licking me too early in the morning, she always comes back for more. I wish I could love like her...

9. West Lafayette- yes, the whole town. I love it. I love the people, the atmosphere, and my life here. I love my life in general, but I really love living here. Being able to move has been a bigger blessing than I could have every imagined.

10. My health. As always. Especially as I hear of others my age who are suffering. I am blessed.

11. My faith and the people everyday who encourage it.

12. My new black boots. They're super cute. And I got them for 70% off.

13. My students, and all of the things they teach me.

14. Being able to run- even though the doctor has me resting for three weeks.

15. My Under Armour running Capri's. They are awesome.

16. Our Element.The box car. I love it.


* I started this post yesterday, with plans to add today. I wanted time to think about all I was thankful for. But I didn't add. It's the same as when I stopped writing yesterday.
After softball practice yesterday I called my mom as always. She informed me that my dad, who was recently diagnosed with diabetes, was being recommended for further testing. That didn't sound too bad. I mean, I have had further testing with different things. The more questions I asked, the more reality set in. This could be serious. Like this could be really, really serious. Or it could be nothing but diabetes (not that diabetes isn't serious itself, but compared to the options...). I didn't know what else to do but cry. And so I did. I don't think I have been that scared in a while. Once I got off the phone I just sat down on the couch. I didn't really know what to do. And then I asked the questions that I have so often answered for others: "Why is God doing this to my family? Why could this even be an option? My parents are good people. My dad doesn't deserve this." I have answered it before, but I couldn't answer it now. It was different. It was real. I began questioning God's motives. I tend to expect the worst and especially with this. Not that my dad has been diagnosed with anything- but just the fact that they're testing him for conditions so serious terrifies me.

On my way to school this morning I was thinking about my dad. I was thinking about how I would get through the next few weeks not knowing what's going on. And then I heard a song. I don't remember who it was by or what it was called, but it talked about the "God of perfect Peace." And I thought, "Duh. The God of perfect Peace. Why am I running from him now? Why am I irritated now? Why am I not running to him? Why am I not seeking his peace? The peace that passes all human understanding?" It hit me like a ton of bricks. I needed to have faith. I needed to be hopeful and stop expecting the worst. I needed God. I needed his peace.

And so here I am... trusting. Or trying to. And so I reflect on my thankfulness of yesterday, and I realize that maybe I am not thankful enough for the PEOPLE in my life. Black boots? Seriously. I mean I do really like them, but why am I not focusing on those things that cannot be replaced. And place settings? What is happening to me? Why am I not more thankful for the people who have made me and continue to make me who I am? I focus on material things so much. I want this and I want that. And in the end- who cares? These "things" mean nothing when it comes down to it. They are pointless.

I pray for all of you, my 11 readers, that this Thanksgiving and throughout the holiday season, are able to see the beauty in your life. That you are able to see and appreciate the people that God has blessed you with. And that your families are healthy and happy.

I also ask for your prayers for my dad's health. That the tests are able to be done quickly and results are made known. Pray that whatever the results say, treatment can begin and health restored. That God would provide my family with peace and comfort knowing that he is in control. That his plans are perfect.

Philippians 4:7 “And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension (understanding), will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”

Ephesians 5:4 "Remind each other of God's goodness and be thankful."

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Thanksgiving

I am very excited about being able to host my first Thanksgiving dinner this year. I have been thinking about all of the foods that I want to serve, and of course Chris keeps reminding me that there will only be four of us there and I can't serve EVERYTHING I was use to having. Nonetheless, we will be having a feast, and I am sure there will be many leftovers. I mean it is Thanksgiving; there are certain things that must be served. :D

First, Turkey. Of course- though my husband would prefer something else. We got a brine to soak the turkey in from Trader Joes. It should be pretty yummy! This will be the first turkey Chris and I will make!

Second, Creamy Corn Casserole! Yum! http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Awesome-and-Easy-Creamy-Corn-Casserole/Detail.aspx

Next up, the traditional Green Bean Casserole! I use the recipe on the back of the dried onion (I think that's what it's called...).

And my favorite is Cranberry sauce! http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Cranberry-Sauce/Detail.aspx

For the hubby we will have mashed potatoes. Sadly, the potatoes will be a new experience for me. We have pretty much switched to sweet potatoes so I haven't had the opportunity to make mashed potatoes yet! (Mashed sweet potatoes reminds me of baby food, so I refuse to make them). We decided to leave out the sweet potatoe casserole even though it is one of my favorites!

And of course Gravy. http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Easy-Turkey-Gravy/Detail.aspx

My second favorite dish on the menu is dressing. What's thanksgiving without dressing! Love it!http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Mommas-Cornbread-Dressing/Detail.aspx

My friend Hailey will be making yummy bread. She makes awesome bread, so I am super excited!

We are having dessert at a friends house so I don't have to worry about making pies!


And the best part of all is that my younger brother will be joining us! Yay! He is flying in on Monday and I can't wait to see him! :)

I am in the process of trying to figure out place settings and such. Once I do I will post them!

What are some of your Thanksgiving favorites?

Thursday, November 11, 2010

and...done!

I am very pleased to announce that I have completed my first half marathon! Woo hoo! And it was fantastic!


The Friday before the race it started snowing. It was freezing. And it was windy. All great weather conditions to run 13.1 miles in, right? :)

Saturday morning ended up being 31 degrees, which was surprisingly better than the 24 that was predicted. The race was fun. I didn't even have to use my IPOD. They had bands playing, and I was nosey and listened in on other people's conversations to keep myself entertained. By doing this, I found out I was running with Larry Macon- a marathon maniac. He completed over 100 marathons in a year. Crazy!

I finished in 2.10:16- which was 20 minutes under my goal, and one hour under the time I estimated I would finish in on the application. Chris finished in 1.57.56-I think..... which is awesome!

It turned out to be an awesome journey. I am so grateful for a God who gives me the perseverance and determination to finish something I never thought I could. I am also grateful for such encouraging people who pushed me through!

We have signed up for the next one in April! :) And a 5K next week. I think I may be addicted.

Here is a link to the one in April: http://www.nwicrossroads.com/

I will post pics soon!

Friday, September 24, 2010

Politics

Don't let the title scare you away. By no means is this about who you should vote for, political issues, why you should vote, etc. That's not really my style; but this my friends, is hilarious.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/martin-olson/phil-davison-gop-speech_b_710642.html

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Well, gee. It's been awhile.

I have started many posts, but have not felt any of them to be interesting enough to post. Quite frankly, this one probably shouldn't make the cut- but it's an update.

The running is going great. Don't get me wrong- I complain about having to run, sometimes I even dread it all day, but I really do love it once I am running. It has become my outlet. My way to get frustrations from the day out of my system so I can begin fresh the next day. And let me tell you- it works. I am so thankful God has shown me this and has allowed me to experience the difference it has made in me!

Chris and I are up to 10 miles about once a week. I total about 23 miles a week- on a good week. We have plateaued in distance since the race is still 8 weeks away. I have no doubt we could run the half marathon this weekend if we needed to. It is such a great feeling to be able to say that, because when we started I really thought I would be walking much of the way. Now, unless something happens, I know I am going to RUN across the finish line! Praise be to God for keeping us safe so far and teaching us how to keep going!

School is fabulous. It definitely has it's ups and downs but I really do enjoy my job. This year brings challenges of its own. One being that I have more lower level learners than last year. It has already shown to be a struggle. About half of my students don't do their homework on a regular basis. It seems that failure if acceptable. They don't read. I honestly don't even know if they listen. Do I stop giving homework and do everything in class? It will definitely be an interesting year.

On a happy note- and I mean really exciting! 97% of my student last year passed the end of course exam! Woo hoo! I was pumped! Praise God for their success!

On a sad note, we have less than a year left in West Lafayette if things go the way Chris plans. Graduate school is over this summer and from there we are hoping to move home. I am struggling with this. I have no desire to move again. I really love our town, our house, our church, our friends- I love life here. I know I will be happy anywhere but the thought of moving brings tears to my eyes. The hardest part is knowing that the chances of moving are high, but the chances of moving home are low. Which makes it harder. I know that God's plans are perfect and there is a bigger picture that Chris and I can't see- and we are both completely happy to follow his will in order to see all he has in store!

I think that's all. :)

Friday, August 20, 2010

:)

"Kick off your shoes and dance through your day- God will happily take the lead."

Have a fabulous day!

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Surgery and Running

Ok so, scratch the Purdue Half marathon. Apparently the planner didn't talk to the city about having the half, and the city does not like it when people go behind it's back. Oh, and the planner didn't even ask if he could use Purdue's name. Ridiculous. So that means we can't run that half because it will most likely not happen, but we have found another one that I am even more excited about because it's flatter and a few weeks later (November 6). Here it is: http://www.monumentalmarathon.com/. It will take place in Indianapolis which means we will be able to stay the weekend! It also supports the American Cancer Society.

I reached five miles the other day, and have my six miles on Saturday. Everything is going great and I am actually enjoying my runs a little more. Hopefully this will continue! :D We have about 3 more weeks to train than we did, so it's nice to be able to take a little more time.

I just got back from a trip home for a wedding and a wedding shower! My best friend Katie gets married in a little under 8 weeks! Woo hoo! It was the first shower I have hosted, and though at times I got frustrated, I think it went great! Katie got lots of good stuff and it was great meeting some of her new friends.

Yesterday I had a minor surgery on my ears. The doctors took out my 12 year old tubes and filled the holes in my eardrum with fat from my ear lobes, which I think is totally cool! It was my first IV to ever have and my first surgery that I remember. Everything went great. I am only in minor pain, but luckily the doctors gave me pain pills to help with that. Maybe this will help with the 5 ear infections I had in the period of about 8 months. Chances are we will have to put my tubes back in, but this surgery will let my eardrums heal and the next tubes will work better.

That's all.

Have a blessed day!

Saturday, July 31, 2010

4 miles

For those of you who are anxiously awaiting to see how my running is going, this post is for you. I hit four miles! Woo hoo! On Thursday I did about 3.8 and then I did four this morning! So proud of myself. Thanks to Megan, Ryan, and Hailey for your amazing encouragement!

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Half Marathon: Who the heck signed me up for this?

Let me start by saying that I really hate to run. Like a lot. I don't find it fun to push myself to painful limits. I don't find it a challenge to have to psyche myself into running that last leg up hill.

Saying this, I signed up to run a half marathon in October. I have to run 13.1 miles in 12 weeks, and I can't make it past 3.5 miles. I stop. I give up when my whole body becomes one humungo muscle pain/ burn. So why am I doing this?

I'm not quite sure. I guess to prove myself wrong and to show some certain people in my life (I will not mention names because that would be rude) that I can indeed run that distance. And to really take a giant step in focusing on my health.

So back to the frustration, WHY can't I make it farther? Why does it get harder everyday? Shouldn't it be getting easier. And to add on to my frustrations I have a training plan that I am following, but then I look online and there are 10,000 different training plans for a half marathon. Which is the best? Is mine really going to work for me?

Then I have everyone saying, "Oh, once you go 7 miles you can go 13.1." Are you kidding me? I can't even go 4!

Can you tell I'm excited? :) These frustrations come after a frustrating run this morning in which my lower back started hurting like crazy at about 3 miles and I could feel the lunges I did last night in my butt every step I took.

Luckily, my sweet husband is training too, and he is so encouraging. But he keeps having to talk me into actually doing the half. I also have 2 good friends who are going to be running with me, so that will be great! I know I can do it, but geez, I must have been crazy to sign up for this. Philippians 4:13 has become my constant verse I repeat throughout the run!

So here's the link to the race: http://homeofpurduehm.com/ and there's a lot up hill. The next few months should be interesting. But I have a feeling that it will be one of my proudest accomplishments.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

I was reading back through some of my calender quotes and came upon one that caught my eye.
It reminds me of the light that should be shining through Christians as we live our lives for Christ. I loved it, and it definitely made me smile!

"The graceful beauty of God shined on her... as if
she strolled through her day under a spotlight from heaven."
That's all! :)

Monday, July 26, 2010

Almost August? Already?

Two vacations, a mission trip, and a week of babysitting have made for the quickest summer yet. And I am not happy about that. I have three weeks until school starts (one of those weeks being a trip home) and I haven't done anything school related. In fact, I picked up my school bag yesterday to find cobwebs. I was so proud for my ability to relax, but felt a tad guilty thinking about all the plans I had to get so much done this summer...

So here I am , at school.... kind of working. And I might add, IN MY VERY OWN CLASSROOM! Woo hoo! No more male coach that can't leave his room while I am teaching because he are working on basketball plans. No more of the same male coach carrying basketballs into the classroom and hitting the walls with the basketballs while I am trying to teach. No more having to move stuff out of the front of the classroom in order to be able to teach in the previously mentioned classroom, because he never gets out of his chair to teach. Oh wait, does he teach? OK, done ranting. Needless to say, I am so so so excited to have my own classroom. Bulletin boards are done, files are mostly organized, my desk looks how it will probably look all year: messy. Though I may keep it cleaner since students will see it all year.

Speech syllabus is done. Sophomore English is as done as it will be. I will be getting to teach freshmen this year. I am excited about that, but dreading having to prep for another class. I almost gave up last year, but hopefully I will be more confident this year. Literature for life is still a class I struggle with. It's hard to plan curriculum for these students because the state standards are not clear.

A few things I am super excited about this fall:
  • Football (high school and college)
  • Seeing my kids (old and new!)
  • Student Council
  • Homecoming
  • Cooler Weather
  • My first half marathon
  • My best friends wedding!
  • Softball hitting
  • Teaching ( I complain, but I really do love it)
  • Being busy again
  • Pumpkin flavor in everything. :)
  • FHS blood drive
  • Black Friday. :)
  • My brother coming to visit
There are so many more things I am looking forward to, and actually, this post makes me ready for school. Remind me of this in October.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Anniversary Trip

So, as I have said previously, my husband rocks. For our first anniversary he surprised me with a trip to Michigan City, The Indiana Dunes, and Chicago. Our first stop were The Dunes on Lake Michigan.




Our second stop was Chicago. In Chicago we went to see Billy Elliot at the Oriental Theatre. I have been there a few times to see Wicked (my favorite), so it was fun to see something different. Billy Elliot was definitely not Wicked, but it was good!


Chris took me to The Melting Pot for dinner. We have eaten here before, but it's so good we had to go again!

This is again at the Indiana Dunes. We stopped by before we went to the Outlet Malls at Michigan City. Chris hates to shop so the fact that the outlet mall was his idea was so sweet! He didn't complain at all.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Our First Year of Marriage

I was looking back at my previous blogs and realized that I don't blog much about my fantastic husband. So, here is a posting specifically about our first year of marriage!

Last year we got married on June 6, after dating for 7 years. I know. Ridiculous. But we were high school sweethearts and went to separate colleges, so we couldn't get married any earlier. And honestly, I am so thankful for my time in college to form a few friendships that I can't imagine my life without. Here is a picture of us on our wedding day.

We then spent the next week and a half in Colorado for our honeymoon. Quickly after getting married, we moved to the Midwest for Chris to attend graduate school- and our journey began!

Some of my favorite memories of our first year of marriage:
  • -A surprise trip to Chicago for the weekend
-Learning how to cook together- always including a good glass of wine
  • -Planting our first garden, and attempting to make it grow
- Riding our bikes to buy a car battery
- Walking to the farmers Market every Sat. morning (this is my favorite)

-Learning how to use the drier :)
-Painting our entire house together

-Movie and game nights
-Our day trip to Indy our first week here

-Picnics
I really could go on forever, but these are the memories that stand-out from our first year together.
Chris is an amazing husband who would do anything for me. I am spoiled, and I will be the first one to admit it. I could never make it out the door on time if Chris didn't make my coffee, have it in a cup by the door, help pack my lunch and softball bag, and in the winter, start my car to have it de-iced. He really is the greatest blessing in my life.
Chris constantly shows me what it means to be a servant of Christ. When I start to stray he pulls me back on track and pushed me to be better than I am. Chris supports my random new hobbies, my attempts at being a good wife, my attempts at cooking (which I need to take lessons on!), and all of the other activities I try and often fail to do. I knew I loved Chris when we got married- I have loved him since we were 15- but I never knew that I could love him so much more.
The changes that Chris and I have been through over the past year have been such a great experience for us. Getting married, moving hours from home, making new friends, joining a new church, beginning a new career, and learning how to take care of a house. It's been a blast! I can't wait to see what all the future holds...
Here is a picture of our Anniversary celebration on our anniversary:


This past weekend Chris took me to Michigan City and Chicago. It was a blast! I will do another post over it so the pictures are easier to post! :)

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Summer break already?

Well, it's the last day of school, which means summer break! Woohoo! This year has been, well, a roller coaster. I have loved and hated it. I even doubted that I was cut out for it. But now, after my first full year, I would honestly recommend it to everyone. It is the best job out there. Stressful, frustrating, and sometimes downright awful- but awesome. I have met some of the most awesome kids and I can't wait to see where life takes them! I was a little sad today. I really will miss my kiddos. All 120 of them. Okay, maybe not ALL of them, but most. I have become quite fond of them. Throughout the school year I learned so many things about myself. Here are a few:
  • I need to laugh at least once every hour to have a great day.
  • I am not that patient.
  • I have no self- confidence when it comes to teaching.
  • I am able to adapt to all sorts of things.
  • My talent is literature- not grammar.
  • I don't encourage kids enough.
  • I work too much. I need to learn how to take a break without feeling guilty.
  • Staying out of the teacher's lounge is not always a good idea. It's nice to work with people I can call friends,
  • Eating in the teacher's lounge is not always a good idea. Negative teachers tend to bring me down at times.
  • I can't do everything. I need to delegate.
  • I am not as organized as I thought. :)
  • I wouldn't make it to school on time without my sweet husband helping to get all my stuff together.
I really could go on forever. I have never learned so much on one year. It was my first year of teaching, coaching, being a wife, and living ten hours from home. I have so much to say about coaching too, but that will come another day.
Now for the summer! I plan on learning how to sew. I know, weird. Coming from me at least. But I really would like to be able to hem my own pants, make my own curtains- ya' know- the important things in life. I already made a super cute wreath that I will post pics of next week. I need to finish my scrapbooks. I am about a year behind. I would love to read tons of books, too!

Monday, May 24, 2010

"Every girl needs a cute purse, red shoes, and a good place to be alone with God."

4 More Days!

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Oh my, oh my

I have two bits of news. One is a complaint and the other is an announcement (and no, I am not pregnant).

Complaint: We have two teachers retiring this year and one leaving. Word on the street is the newbies will get rooms- not me. Stupid. That's all. It may not even be true, but still.

Announcement: No Peace Corps. I know, I know. The last time I wrote about this subject I was "ecstatic", and indeed I really was. It was very exciting at the time, and at the time I really did feel God leading me to apply. I still don't doubt that he was. However, the past few weeks I have felt unsure and very pessimistic about continuing the application process. In fact, I have put off and put off the second part of the application. I am usually on top of things like this. I really dislike irresponsible people who can't meet deadlines- but I was becoming one. I couldn't work up the desire to take some of my quality time and fill out another application. It wasn't that I had more important things to do- I just didn't want to fill out the second part. I didn't understand. I kept praying about it and really started to feel that this was not where God was leading me. I don't know why I felt led to apply before- maybe it was a trust thing- but I knew for sure that at this point God was leading me away. So the time came to where I had to tell Chris. (I hadn't talked to him about it yet, because this was his idea and I didn't want to disappoint him.)

Sunday night came and we got to eat dinner together- which is unusual for softball season apparently. I started crying (poor Chris)- and just kept saying this is the hardest decision I have ever made. He understood, and had actually been feeling the same way. It's great how God works in each person! Chris already thinking he didn't want to go was a huge blessing because I already felt like I was ruining his life dreams. I know it sounds like I am being completely dramatic- and think what you will- but this was a huge deal for us to even consider, finally apply, and then back out. We aren't usually ones to "quit".

So, after much MORE prayer, and many pro and con lists, we have withdrawn our Peace Corps application. It's not for us right now. Does this mean moving back to Arkansas? We don't know. It means moving wherever the jobs are. I just know that I have never felt such a burden lifted. It was truly amazing how confident I felt the next morning. Which was a wonderful reminder that we made the right decision.

Have a great day!

Thursday, May 13, 2010

A Book Worth Talking About

As I have talked about before, state tests kind of suck, but I understand the necessity. On that note, Indiana has given the ISTEP test to high school students the past few years. Students are tested over English and Math, and have to pass the test in order to graduate without a waiver. Obviously, not every student passes the test. For those who don't, there is something called remediation. I teach a remediation class to Juniors and Seniors who have trouble passing the test. Side note- Indiana no longer does the ISTEP, but has joined many other stated in giving End Of Course exams for English, Math, and Science. So, my class is made up of wonderful students who struggle with English- making my job difficult. To get them interested in a book is hard, and when I find one, it's definitely worth sharing.

So here it is:

Speak, by Laurie Halse Anderson, hit home to my students for many reasons. Speak deals with depression, school, teachers, friends, boys, and rape.

Speak is told through the eyes of a freshman girl who is struggling with all of the above. She takes the reader on a journey of her first year of high school, allowing us to feel what she feels. The book is sarcastic, funny, sad, random at times, and frustrating. It stirs up emotions in the reader that any good book should.

My students connected to this book because they have all, at one time or another, felt like outcasts. They related to the story in many different ways. Though this book is not one I would teach in a regular class, it is one I will continue teaching in remediation.

And I recommend it in general. Very good. :)

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

It's that time of year!

Well, it's here- it's finally the end of the year! And let me tell you, it's busy! This week consists of 5 softball games, 1 awards assembly (with awards for student council as well as my classes), Senior Night for softball, one of our most important softball games, Student Council elections, and the school picnic of which I have been left in charge of (thanks to my StuCo responsibilities). Oh yeah- AND the End of Course Exams for my sophomores! I am biting my nails with worry. I wish they understood why this test is so important...

On the bright side I am making a wreath with help from a few sites and friends. I am excited to have time for a craft this weekend!

I am also having books and breakfast with my seniors on Friday- yum!

I am honestly getting sad about my last few weeks with my classes. I have grown to love their company, humor, and even moodiness. I never thought I would be sad to see the year coming to an end. It's interesting how I have learned to adapt to being a teacher. I think I will stick with it for at least a while longer. Hopefully next year I can remind myself of this. :)

"Don't hold back a kind word or a loving deed- they have God's blessings all over them."

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

"Anytime is a good time for a quiet prayer and chocolate."

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Katie's engagement!

One of my very best friends, Katie, got engaged on April 10! Her fiance invited us to meet them in St. Louis so we could be a part of such a great event. He proposed at the same place he asked her to be his girlfriend- a bar! Also significant because that's where they met. I think a wedding in a bar would be a blast- but I guess it's not up to me. ;) It was a perfect proposal and her rind is beautiful! Here are a few pics from the weekend!














Monday, April 26, 2010

Quick Update

Quote of the day on my desk calander: "She knew there would be bumps in the road, so she protected her heart, adjusted her attitude, and held onto God's promises with both hands."

What's been happening: My bestfriend, Katie, got engaged! And we got to be there to help celebrate. My brother-in-law got engaged! :) Yay! I gave Chris a Suprise Birthday party! Softball is exhausting, but so much fun!

That's all for now. I will expand later!

Friday, April 9, 2010

So, I love Francesca Battistelli. A lot. She seems to sing what I am thinking. I heard this song a while ago, but I just recently really listened to it- and it fits so perfectly. Love it!


My heart beats, standing on the edge
But my feet have finally left the ledge
Like an acrobat
There’s no turning back

Chorus
I’m letting go
Of the life I planned for me
And my dreams
Losing control
Of my destiny
Feels like I’m falling and that’s what it’s like to believe
So I’m letting go
This is a giant leap of faith
Trusting and trying to embrace
The fear of the unknown
Beyond my comfort zone

Chorus
I’m letting go
Of the life I planned for me
And my dreams
Losing control
Of my destiny
Feels like I’m falling and that’s what it’s like to believe
So I’m letting go
Giving in to your gravity
Knowing You are holding me

I’m not afraid
Feels like I’m falling and that’s what it’s like to believe
Feels like I’m falling and this is the life for me

I love this song because of it's message- it's hard to let go of everything I have ever wanted. My dreams seem to be fading quickly and I am left with absolute cluelessness as to what I want to do with my life or where I want to be in 5 years. This is a complete leap of faith for me and way far away from my comfort zone, yet God has given me a complete peace about it. I am not worried, I'm not concerned, and I am ready for what's next! It's very exciting.

On a school related note, softball is in full swing. I am exhausted!

I recently took over a computer lab so I didn't have to push through the hallways with my cart- however- it's research paper time. Meaning all labs are filled. So, it's back to roaming the halls, being mistaken for a student, being late for every class, and constantly forgetting things. To make it worse it's End of Course time, so that means I am lugging around tons and tons of preparation materials and workbooks! No fun. But hey! I'm burning calories!

Speaking of the End of Course test- it's hard! Very hard. With trick questions. I am genuinely concerned. This is the first year Indiana has done the test so there is not much available. Students are getting frustrated and concerned, because if they don't pass, they don't graduate. Don't get me wrong- I think testing students on what they should know is fine. Not great- but fine. However, trick questions? C'mon. Don't put two answers that could both arguably be right and ask which one is the best. I don't know what the test thinkers think is the best. I know what I think is the best- but it has not matched up a couple of times. It's very annoying, especially when they want to base my salary on how well students do. But that's a whole other post and I don't feeling like getting mad before I start the school day.

Just a few morning thoughts. Hope you all have a fantastic day and weekend! :)

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

First Step

I think this post is going to be a little ironic based on the contents of my previous post. But oh well.

It's official. We have submitted our applications for the Peace Corps. We were told that we would receive a phone call within the next two weeks for possible interviews.

For those of you who know me well, you know how hard of a decision it was for me to even consider thinking about applying. Chris first mentioned it last year (I think) and I said, "No." There was no way I was going to leave my family and friends. Ten hours is far enough away for me. My plan was to head back to Arkansas after Grad School- or at least closer home. I just can't imagine not being close enough to fly home for a funeral, wedding, birth, or any event that I "want" to be at. My Aunt's funeral in February was a reminder that life goes on- even if I am away. I have friends with weddings possibly approaching, maybe even babies. I don't want to miss these things. Big events still happen and I don't want to feel as though I am not able to see family and friends when I need them. I also can't fathom the idea of Christmas away from my family.

But, as I am learning, apparently God has his own plans. After tons and tons of prayer I finally felt God pushing me to apply. Now, this doesn't mean that we will accept or be accepted, but it's a start, and oddly enough, I am ecstatic. I think it would be an eye opening experience to immerse myself in another culture and get to know what life is like outside of my comfort zone. I want to learn what it's like to live in other people's shoes (at least a little more). I also feel it would be great for me professionaly- especially the fact that I will have to learn another langauge(maybe). I also think it would be a great experience to have with my hubby.

But like I said, they have to accept us first, and that's difficult. Apparently tons of people apply- and we are married- which make us harder to place. I am continually praying for God's guidance and that we are able to follow his will for our lives, and I ask you to do the same. :)

Thursday, April 1, 2010

The Natural State

I miss Arkansas. Here are a few specifics.
Friends.

Arkansas Razorback spirit.


Pedestrian Bridge.




Family.



The River Market- including the used book store.



Downtown.




I miss the Buffalo River- I am in need of a nice long river float!


Monday, March 22, 2010

Interesting Weekend


This past weekend Chris and I chaperoned an 8th grade confimation retreat for the kids in our church. It was an absolute blast! It reminded me of being at camp, which I love. On Sunday morning we got ready to leave and pastor began to carry his stuff to his car. He noticed his tires were flat. He looked at our car and the other chaperones car and he realized that ALL of out tires were flat. At first we thought someone had just let the air out of our tires as a prank, but we quickly realized they had all been slashed! One car even got he window busted out. So here is a picture of our first bad experience in Indiana. Boo. Needless to say we got four new tires yesterday. We are still waiting on the insurance company to tell us how much they will pay. We have no clue who it could have been, and nothing was taken- it seems it was a random act of violence by someone.